Healing Hate

“𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐤 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐤 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐭 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐭." - 𝐑𝐔𝐌𝐈

A famous spiritual quote but how is this achieved? How do you remove the barriers within that you have built against love?

Let  me teach you now...

The Perfect Love you seek to have and to be belongs to the right mind of intuition. Thus, to reclaim love you must be cleaning out the darkness within the subconscious to open your mind to revelation, where God is.

How is this achieved?

You mentally tap on each layer of darkness in the subconscious with the 'I Forgive' principle. Ensuring you go deeper down, deeper within. For if you go deep enough down you will open the door from fear to love, pain to peace, and separate to the same. This is the miracle. The return to the right mind that is still as God created: Perfect, peaceful and powerful.

And here is an example for you. How I apply the 'I Forgive' principle by following the FAITH of God. Truly forgiving the darkness to find the light. Notice how my thinking corrects from problem to peace, which is how we remove the barriers to the presence of Perfect Love (the right mind).

Today, my lack of love is showing up in friendships.

The Story:

I woke remembering a story of suffering. I had once been extremely unwell. Spending six (6) years (at the time) recovering at home. When I was asked to venture out of the house for a friend's birthday. I was filled with fear and trepidation. I had been hidden for so many years. I would be on my own, with no partner to protect me. I hadn't seen most of these people now for all these years, as I had been fighting to stay alive. 

I won a voucher to buy a dress. I also won a voucher for a well-known hairdresser. Of course, I booked him for this day of dawn. Now, you must remember, this would be my first night out of the house in six (6) years. I was nervous. But I knew I could not let my friend down again. You see, I was meant to be a bridesmaid in her wedding, but I did not even get to attend. As I was so sick at the time. Now, another 5 or so years had passed since the days of her marriage vows. I had to push myself to be there.

The day was drizzling with rain. I had my mother drive me almost all the way into town. To the hair appointment. I was a little wet when I arrived, after walking the remaining kilometer or so. 

He was late, and with an inflamed ego. After a few minutes in his chair he commented that I was nearing 40 and I should have Botox. And never leave the house without makeup on. He also told me that his wife was older than me and looked much better than what I did. He did not know the tragedy that I had moved through during the past 6 years, and still had more years of true healing ahead of me. 

Dario then walked down some stairs. Another lady came up to the loft. She asked me to pack up my things. Dario would not cut my hair or style it. I was escorted off the premises. I had to go "now".

We had not fought. I had simply said to him, "If your wife looks better than me it is because she is having Botox and I am not." It was a simple answer. No desire to insult. Just an observation.

By the time I caught the bus home from the city, I did not feel like getting ready. I wanted to cancel but this time I did not. I got dressed and got in the car. Summoning as much courage and confidence that I could. My first night travelling at night in years, and on my own. I was grateful it was not a long distance.

I finally arrived at the party and was met with another surprise. My friend, the one that I trusted, started to tell everyone that I was escorted out of the hairdressers and told I needed Botox. It was said in such a mean manner. A whisper as I was approaching sets of friends, and then her back would turn and she would be gone once more.

I spent the evening moving from couple to couple trying to fit in. I ended up leaving at around 10 pm. This was to be the beginning of the end of our friendship. For a month later there was another incident that I could not truly forgive. Even though I spent one year trying. At the end of the year I decided that if friendship meant bullying, then I would rather have no friends. And so, I walked away. 

I remembered meeting another man when I was in my twenties. He once said to me, "If these are your friends, I would hate to see your enemies."

The Salvation

To become truly saved from the shadows is to withdraw them within. To remove the barriers to the awareness of love's presence. Let me show you how based upon this story of suffering I need to clean up.

I forgive the day and night of Swan's party. I forgive the day and night of Swan's party. I forgive the ego for seeking to keep me trapped in darkness. I forgive the wrong mind for seeking to conceal my light. I forgive the need to continue to truly forgive the darkness until I am complete in light. I forgive Swan for being mean. I forgive Swan for seeking to uplift herself at my expense. I forgive Swan for not realizing what she has done to me. I forgive Swan for being a bitch. I forgive not wanting Swan to be my friend. I forgive not wanting Swan to be my friend. I forgive being hurt by Swan. I forgive being hurt by Swan. I forgive being hurt by Swan. I forgive being hurt by Swan. I forgive being hurt by Swan. I forgive being made fun of by the hairdresser and Swan. I forgive being made fun of. I forgive being humiliated by the people. I forgive the people for seeking to keep me playing small. I forgive the need to not play small by the ego games. I forgive the games of the ego. I forgive the games of the ego. I forgive the games of the ego. I forgive the games of my first boyfriend. I forgive being terrified of my first boyfriend. I forgive being terrified of my first boyfriend. I forgive the mind games of Mike. I forgive the mind games of Mike. I forgive the mind games of Mike. I forgive the need to not be afraid of Mike. I forgive the need to have better men than Mike. I forgive Mike for being a boy. I forgive the need to know that Mike was a boy when we met. I forgive the need to be released from boys. I forgive the need to be released from boys. I forgive the need to meet men of God. I forgive the need to meet good men. I forgive the need to meet great men. I forgive the great men. I forgive the kind men. I forgive the men of kindness. I forgive the need to connect with kind men that are great. I forgive the need to be great to meet great men. I forgive the greatness of men. I forgive seeking to uncover the greatness of men. I forgive being desperate to meet great men. I forgive the men. I forgive the need to witness to great men. I forgive the need to witness to great men. I forgive the great men. I forgive the great men. I forgive myself for meeting with good and kind men. I forgive myself for meeting with good and kind men. I forgive the good and kind men. I forgive the amazing men. I forgive seeking to see the light within men. I forgive the light within men. I forgive the light within men. I forgive the light in men. I forgive seeing the light within me. I forgive the need to be partnered with men filled with light. I forgive being partnered with men filled with light. I forgive the light of men. I forgive seeing the light of men. I forgive needing the men to see the light within me. I forgive the need to see the light within me. I forgive the need to see the light within me. I forgive seeing the light within me. I forgive seeing the light within me. I forgive the light inside me. I forgive the light. I forgive the need to be the light within me. I forgive the need to be the light within. I forgive being the light within. I forgive extending the light within. I forgive myself for extending the light within.

The Revelation

Can you see from this treasure map (how you forgive within with the 'I Forgive' principle) that I have uncovered the truth of love that Rumi spoke of? Yes, there have been many great teachers that have gone before us, but now we have a treasure map of FAITH that guides the way. And as you can see from my own forgiving within, I am seeking to connect with men of light. But in order to have this, I too must be the light. As what is within is seen without.

When you continue to blame and shame the story of separation you cannot know truth. For the story is but part of the shadows you are yet to clean within. As are mine as well. For example, if I had of extended Perfect Love without, then I would have connected with people of the light. The cause is within. Truth be told, I have been forgiving the barriers to the presence of Perfect Love within, since the late 1990s. I can attest, the journey through the darkness is not easy, but it is worth it. For the light of the right mind is more valuable than all the riches of time.

The ego will always be unkind, as mine can be as well. Let me make this clear. Your true function is to take the shadows seen in time and withdraw them within. No. Matter. The. Story. That. Spins. This does not mean you will truly forgive immediately. For you must unknot the darkness to find the light.

The image attached is of the night when the well-known hairdresser insulted me and asked me to leave his premises. I had not had Botox here. The lesson... truly forgive what people say and believe in your light, not the darkness the belief in separation from Source has made. And it was only last year that I finally gave this dress away. It no longer did fit.

Do not let the wrong mind of ego thinking conceal your light. If you do not clean up the mess when it is seen you will hide the shadows within. This is the fault the ego seeks to make true. To cover the light of the right mind that is whole, holy and happy.

I hope this helps you to truly heal and make miracles your own.

 Much love, peace, and Truforgiveness,